*TRIGGER WARNING* Some of the things I may post might be triggering. I do not promote self-harm; this blog is my way of expressing myself. Ever need to talk? I'm here to listen. Carly. 18
No one will understand the pain of being the youngest in a family is. I’m already being compared to my older siblings. All of them after better than me at everything. I am the youngest and I weigh more than ALL of them. They all have gotten better grades and higher GPAs and taken harder level classes than me. They make fun of me all the time and they don’t realize how much it really hurts me on the inside. I can’t fucking wait till I go off to college next year so that I don’t have to live with all of them. And I refuse to go to the same college as any of them because I’ll only be compared to them there as well. Both my sisters are ridiculously gorgeous and skinny and have the perfect body and have had guys chasing them since day one. Not me. Guys have been repulsed of me since day one. I’m almost, if not actually overweight. I’m a disgrace to my family and I can’t take living with these people anymore.
my mom ordered two different pizzas from two different places cause she had coupons and they both got here at the same time so we had a pizza hut delivery guy and a dominos delivery guy both standing by our front door and the dominos guy looks at the pizza hut guy and proceeds to sing Why Can’t We Be Friends? while the pizza hut guy just glares at him
It’s quite interesting when you like someone, you start to notice that everything about them seems more attractive when it seems normal to everyone else. Their smile seems so much brighter. The sound of their voice is more soothing. Their goofy laugh sounds much cuter. Every little thing about them just reels you in. It’s like their imperfections don’t seem bad at all.
do you ever get in one of those moods where you’re like feeling okay but you’re really sad at the same time and you just want to talk to someone and make them hug you but you feel annoying so you kind of just sit there being really sad
I need a light over my head that glows either red or green depending on if people are allowed to talk to me or not